Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Close call...

These few days I've been working until late at night again...Including the very moment I'm typing this new post...Consequences....Too many close shaves...

I spat blood during physics tutorial...And one of my classmates thought that it was her fault because my mouth started to fill with blood the moment she laughed hysterically..blood suddenly surged up to my head that my face turned red in seconds...Other classmates were worried...And yeah...I rushed to the toilet to spat more out...

Then yesterday I could not withhold my urge to play basketball...Assuming that the sun was not around and it was fine for me to play...I played a few hoops with my friends...Outcome: Found the fundamental reason of why I'm not allowed to be involved in physical activities...Every exertion made onto my muscles simply shuts them down...And I collapsed hard onto the concrete floor the moment I flexed my thighs...

And now...I can't help it but to stay up late until midnight...Revision...Tutorials...all these are racing through my mind at this moment...Could I answer this gravitational question with the conservation of energy approach? Or should I find the normal of this plane first? Right now, I've noticed that my stress level has gone up...Breathing is much harder now too...Chest pains starting to haunt me again...Looks like lupus the wolf demands a welcome from me..

Thankfully....where flowers bloom there is hope...And I will follow those flowers to find hope and triumph over all these obstacles...

The gardener of these flowers had appeared in my life...And I'm planning not to lose sight from the planter of the flowers of hope ever again...


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