Boulders rolling down..

Suddenly everything is falling apart...
At first I was troubled with family problems back home...
Looks like bro became a bit rebellious again...
Kept going out although his SPM is already breathing down his neck...

Beginning to get worried about him...
But there's more...
Mom and bro kept quarreling with each other...
Mom even called a few times about him...
What's going on back home?

How come dad said everything is fine back home when I'm having a very sad stepmother and a brother who is constantly away from home? And how is my baby sister?

This does not sound right to me...
Worried...
Wanna find someone for advice...for support...

But...
Classmates began to treat me like an island...
Wait...
A no-man's island would be a more accurate description...
They won't even look at me...
Am I that despicable these days?

When nobody even talked to me..
I thought I must have been a bastard lately..
But nobody?
Not even one 'hi'?

More bad news came in..
I could not go back home...
Medication rounds continue during the holidays...
Means I'm stuck here at OH...
While everyone gets to go back home...

I love to put up a tough front...
But this is too much...
I wanna go home...
Badly...
What's going on in my family?

Yes...I'm a very troubled person indeed...
And there's nobody that even listened to my cries...
What shall I do?
S.T.A.R
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Sit
There
And
Rot....
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Promo results doesn't matter anymore...
What's the use of getting promoted if I'm still engulfed with problems I could not overcome?
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I'm battling on...
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Alone...