In the middle of the night....

Suddenly woke up in the dead of the night and realised that it was merely 3.47am...Wow...It's been a while since I woke up this early...The last time I woke up this insanely early was actually not long after I was discharged from the hospital...

But no..this time is different...I no longer have the phobia towards anything and everything during my stay inside the sick bay..I'm feeling...excited about everyday so much that I could actually wake up without telling my phone to do so?

No..It is not because of my nerves starting to crack due to the fact that there's a battery of tests and tutorials awaits me on the following week...And this time...it's not because I've resumed choir practices...

I used to post some really emo things about ongoing things..but I guess things have changed for the better and brighter for me now?

Sebagaimana pohon kelapa melambai-lambai daunnya, kuucapkan selamat tinggal kepada segala kepedihanku...
Sebagaimana bayu laut membawa dedaun emas kekuningan, kutiupkan segala ketidakpastianku...
Sebagaimana telaga kebun menadah air hujan, kusimpankan segala memori yang indah...

This time is different...And there is no way I'm gonna lose this feeling :)