Feeling sick....weird....

Was surprised today that I actually, officially fell sick due to the infection in my nose...Had heavy flu today which eventually subsided after some rest in the afternoon...But had to miss extra chemistry revision on transitional elements....which I was really looking forward for it....And also choir combined practice....Dang...just when I found my momentum running for the whole term break to go for choir practices...

Well...I guess I pushed myself a little bit too far perhaps? But having this sort of dilemma now...If I wanted to progress through A levels successfully...I need to push myself more to get the As I wanted since the first day I stepped on Singapore soil...But now...I can't push myself because my weakened body had its limits lowered about tenfold (yeah....tenfold because I could no longer work for 300 minutes straight but now only 30 minutes is starting to make me feel tired....

Even I'm starting to breathe heavily which started since last friday when I found out I could not breathe properly during choir combined practice...Roommates were concerned about this...But I brushed them off saying that it was nothing actually...

But...now that it is a major concern now...I'm not going to school....again...because my body could not take the pressure....

Rather irritated about this right now...But hopefully the "when the mind is strong, so is the body" concept would work on me...

I remembered my P5 science teacher used to tell me that I was her miracle boy because my whole life made a positive turn despite my broken family...

I guess I need to summon that "miraculous Jun" from the past now?

Been hearing lots of weird stuff this week from friends...I guess I could not do anything about it but take a quick laugh and quickly brush it off before it starts to haunt my mind? yeah...

Ho hum....Was chatting with my juniors just now and found out that one of my juniors is planning to terminate her scholarship..Apparently she's finding hard to cope with life over here...Might be due to the hostel we're staying at now? MoE should look into this matter right away if they do not wish to suffer a talent loss in Singapore...She's a straight A scholar and I'm sure many parties would be glad to have her within their faculty...

Ever wonder that when you are blogging you felt like you are actually talking to yourself and at the same time recollecting your thoughts for the whole day? haha...never mind me...Been thinking far too much lately and now I'm deducing that I'm talking digitally to myself via blogging....

Received comments from friends that my blog is too GP-ish...hinders them from reading any further...

Well...I guess that happens to anyone who could not do anything that would induce stress which includes tutorials...ccas.....copying lecture notes....all these but lie down on the bed thinking nothing about life and its essence?

Yeah...But compared to last year...I'm a much fuller person now...Although it meant an additional responsibility that requires perseverance and patience...but I'm willing to stiff my upper lip and go ahead with it? Yes...I asked for it...But I'm not gonna stop even my heart stops beating and blood stops flowing...can't say literally because I'm not immortal...but the responsibility is..

Well...I still have time until As is over....Wish me luck....