On anxiety...

Went to see the doctor this morning because I'm worried about me breathing deeply for the past few days...I thought it would have something to do with my lungs..Water filling up my lungs?

Actually...the doctor said it was due to anxiety.....which culminates to fatigue and stress...He also added that the current medication I'm taking would tire me quite easily....

But...the point is...I can't help containing my anxiety right now....It's been with me for so long that I do not even feel that I'm anxious unless I realised that I'm finding it difficult to take in oxygen...

So in the end the doctor gave me pills for my anxiety and stress...

The last thing he told me was to put off all my things and get a good rest....
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The problem is...Is it possible to put down your A levels at this turn of life?
I still have so many things that I wanna do....I never felt so motivated to actually pick up my notes and start scribbling my own notes....Tutorials are the first thing that came into my mind whenever I wanted to find something to do....

Workaholic....A term that I really hate and yet...I fit that description perfectly...

Is there anything that I should be anxious of?

Maybe it's because I keep thinking about the things I should do and it keeps running through my head...

Perhaps...my motivation is not my motivation at all....but merely an anxiety....

It's hard for me to shun my things to the side for now...

I want 7As for A levels....

Physics...Chemistry...Mathematics...Economics...General Paper...Project Work...H3 Chemistry...

I've got one in the pocket....give me strength to grasp the other six...

It's a long run ahead of me...

But I'm not stopping...