It's really hard not to think about a certain disappointment....
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Especially when you put in your whole heard into it....
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It's really hard to think about what you achieved and also where you abilities could take you....
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If at the same time, the abilities you treasure so much is the root for your collapse...
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It's seems easy to put up a smile in front of friends in a split second....
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If you know it too well it's merely a mask you're wearing....
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It is easy to get yourself out from this depression....
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If the depression didn't even exist from the start....
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All of a sudden I just feel like I'm bleeding....
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Wonder if that would solve anything....