Friday, August 14, 2009

When I woke up in the morning my head was spinning so bad that I instantly decided not to go to school today...The first time I was so prompt in deciding whether to go to school or not...


So I made a few smses to some related people to let them know that I was not feeling well and continue lying down on my bed, trying to sleep....It was hard to get back to sleep because construction is still ongoing behind my room...

Then there was one time when I heard someone calling my name, trying to wake me up.....She even motioned me to make sure that I'm alright....At that time, I was mentally awake but my body just couldn't turn around to reply the hall manager? Felt that my limbs were binded by some invisible rope, so I tried making a sound to let her know that I'm awake...But no sound came out from my mouth...So there was I....it's like a dead feeling I guess...don't ask me about it...I dunno what is it like to be dead...

But I guess if we are somewhat mentally alive, that's how a dead person feel? Trying to call out to people around us but our physical body does not allow us to, nor is our voice box readily available to our need to call out to our loved ones...

Just hope that I won't get this feeling again?

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