What I feared had come..
An SLE flare...
In other words....The disease had awaken from its deep sleep...I went to the hospital this morning to consult the doctor about my right thigh..It's been aching only at night time but never on the day...Strange...but worried...I opt to go to the hospital although I've got GP test today...Haha....listened to my friend's advice...Thanks! It kinda saved me...
The doctor looked worried when I started to tell him about my problems...Right away my steroid dosage was increased back from 65mg to 75mg...And I was also given painkillers too...But problem is...I don't feel anything that is going on within me....Which worries me and the doctor most...
Ok ok...just to shed some light...If there is an SLE flare...It means that my medications are not so effective in suppressing my immune system....Or to put it this way..My antibodies are retaliating again and have begun attacking other parts of my body...Rashes are also appearing on my skin...meaning that the attack had started...Why it happened?? Hahaha...I have to take this blame....Overexertion...Oh well...I guess my body ain't too glad about the Sports Carnival...haha...
Another week gone...So now I'm stuck in the hostel...Actually I chose to stay at the hostel...The doctor gave me a 2nd option...Stay at the hospital for a few days for further investigation...I rather swallow 50 pills than going back into TTSH...It's not because that the hospital is horrifying or service was terrible...They're the best! But...I don't want people....parents...friends...to know that I'm admitted into the hospital again...And start to worry about me...again...Would not want that to happen...
Well...I guess if you don't want your friends to worry too much about you....Some sacrifices have to be made...I just realised that one of my friend had turn a cold shoulder towards me...Probably because I brought a friend to the hostel yesterday and I did not talk much with her...Hope she's alright...
Schoolwork wise...I have to admit...I'll have to revamp my whole study plan....Because now I will focus on recovering this week...And then slowly catch up with my work on a later date...That means delaying my revision for the promotional examination....Hopefully I can make it and pull through this year's promos...I'm aiming for the college's honour roll...But at this state...Being able to step inside the exam all is not a 100% assured issue....I'm still trying to write at my normal speed without getting muscle cramps that last for hours....
This is a Battle that I'm willing to put everything I've got on the line...My health...studies....friends...But I'm gonna win this..Just you wait SLE...
An SLE flare...
In other words....The disease had awaken from its deep sleep...I went to the hospital this morning to consult the doctor about my right thigh..It's been aching only at night time but never on the day...Strange...but worried...I opt to go to the hospital although I've got GP test today...Haha....listened to my friend's advice...Thanks! It kinda saved me...
The doctor looked worried when I started to tell him about my problems...Right away my steroid dosage was increased back from 65mg to 75mg...And I was also given painkillers too...But problem is...I don't feel anything that is going on within me....Which worries me and the doctor most...
Ok ok...just to shed some light...If there is an SLE flare...It means that my medications are not so effective in suppressing my immune system....Or to put it this way..My antibodies are retaliating again and have begun attacking other parts of my body...Rashes are also appearing on my skin...meaning that the attack had started...Why it happened?? Hahaha...I have to take this blame....Overexertion...Oh well...I guess my body ain't too glad about the Sports Carnival...haha...
Another week gone...So now I'm stuck in the hostel...Actually I chose to stay at the hostel...The doctor gave me a 2nd option...Stay at the hospital for a few days for further investigation...I rather swallow 50 pills than going back into TTSH...It's not because that the hospital is horrifying or service was terrible...They're the best! But...I don't want people....parents...friends...to know that I'm admitted into the hospital again...And start to worry about me...again...Would not want that to happen...
Well...I guess if you don't want your friends to worry too much about you....Some sacrifices have to be made...I just realised that one of my friend had turn a cold shoulder towards me...Probably because I brought a friend to the hostel yesterday and I did not talk much with her...Hope she's alright...
Schoolwork wise...I have to admit...I'll have to revamp my whole study plan....Because now I will focus on recovering this week...And then slowly catch up with my work on a later date...That means delaying my revision for the promotional examination....Hopefully I can make it and pull through this year's promos...I'm aiming for the college's honour roll...But at this state...Being able to step inside the exam all is not a 100% assured issue....I'm still trying to write at my normal speed without getting muscle cramps that last for hours....
This is a Battle that I'm willing to put everything I've got on the line...My health...studies....friends...But I'm gonna win this..Just you wait SLE...
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