Sunday, August 10, 2008

Perk up your insensitive ears!!

Can't you hear?

My cries for a limitless boundary..

Yet what did you provide me?

Those "you should rest" advices..

That further halt my aspirations..

To climb to the top...

Have you heard?

My heart roaring for more...

But forcefully kept by your ignorance...

Ignorance towards my pain..my feelings...

Will you ever listen?

Your comforts are hurting me...

Constantly reminding me...

Of my illness...my disease...

The fault inside my body...

Will you ever understand?

That I want a normal life?

Basking under the hot sun...

Without fear of UV rays...

Penetrating my skin...

I want an active life...

My palms on the basketball..

Running up and down the court...

Without a slightest pant..

For your best comfort,

I never complained...

Of hunger, cold, fear...

But you...

Have grown oblivious...

You sought happiness and joy...

While I shed tears at every dusk...

Wondering will it ever stop?

Your every breath...

You may not notice..

But each breath I take...

Will it be the last?

Why is it..

That you're always being frustrating..

When I'm on the brink..

Of exhaustion...

Powerless to lift a finger...

For your homework...

Your plight for help..

And yet you're never there..

When I needed you most?

I gave company..

And received loneliness..

I shed light...

Only for darkness to return...

Smiles are for you...

Frozen looks are cast upon me...

You never know what I want...

I'm tired..

But I don't wanna lose...

And allow myself punctured..

By these wounds...

But you!!

Are in my way!!

Let me go!!

Step back..

If you cannot hear nor understand...

My desires..

My emotions..

My feelings..

My body...mind and soul..

You never will...

No one will...



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