Probably this week is the busiest week I ever had since I'm diagnosed with SLE...So this week I've been trying to cope with the fatigue each night...By day...I can come out a fresher person...(erm...not so fresh since I'm still on high dose)..But once the sun touches the horizon...WHAM!! I crash into my bed..
Yeap...schoolwork is slowly piling up now...Well...no complaints for that..now it's already more than half of term 3 and tutors are franctically finishing up lectures and tutorials...Guess this is the way A levels go..Been struggling to finish my tutorials...Mostly because I can't gather the energy to even hold my pen and tear the foolscap paper...haha...
Choir practice is also starting to overwhelm me...Sectional leader....better learn those songs...love Dana Dana!!..haha...worth every drop of energy I managed to summon on Wednesday...
SC work is also getting more and more...Sports Carnival is closing in....and there's still ropes to tighten and holes to cover...Hopefully I can get the dry run process run smoothly and get everyone in the management commitee understand and focused on their task on 9th August (Singapore National Day!!)
From this week, stress level is rather high...And I'm not supposed to handle that much this soon..signs for SLE flares are showing up too...meaning that I'm overexerting myself again...Wished that people around me could just leave me do my stuff at my own pace rather than breathing down my neck when I needed my rest most...
Today I came back with a "dead" leg...Right leg was out when I reached the hostel...And I had to limp my way back...Asean Dance is tomorrow night...Contrary to some of my friends..I really wanna go to that dance because it's been a while that I've been to a crowded area...Albeit the fact that I'm not supposed to take a step on such "treacherous waters"...I want my normal life back...
Someone I know is not looking forward to Asean Dance...but I hope that person will enjoy herself tomorrow night...:)
Yeap...schoolwork is slowly piling up now...Well...no complaints for that..now it's already more than half of term 3 and tutors are franctically finishing up lectures and tutorials...Guess this is the way A levels go..Been struggling to finish my tutorials...Mostly because I can't gather the energy to even hold my pen and tear the foolscap paper...haha...
Choir practice is also starting to overwhelm me...Sectional leader....better learn those songs...love Dana Dana!!..haha...worth every drop of energy I managed to summon on Wednesday...
SC work is also getting more and more...Sports Carnival is closing in....and there's still ropes to tighten and holes to cover...Hopefully I can get the dry run process run smoothly and get everyone in the management commitee understand and focused on their task on 9th August (Singapore National Day!!)
From this week, stress level is rather high...And I'm not supposed to handle that much this soon..signs for SLE flares are showing up too...meaning that I'm overexerting myself again...Wished that people around me could just leave me do my stuff at my own pace rather than breathing down my neck when I needed my rest most...
Today I came back with a "dead" leg...Right leg was out when I reached the hostel...And I had to limp my way back...Asean Dance is tomorrow night...Contrary to some of my friends..I really wanna go to that dance because it's been a while that I've been to a crowded area...Albeit the fact that I'm not supposed to take a step on such "treacherous waters"...I want my normal life back...
Someone I know is not looking forward to Asean Dance...but I hope that person will enjoy herself tomorrow night...:)
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